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1) get my own laptop...a Macbook.
2) get a new phone. Maybe Nokia E5.
3) get myself a digital camera, DSLR camera, a Polaroid camera & also Lomo Oktomat camera.
4) have my own house.
5) take my car license & buy my dream car.
6) Travel around the World.
7) learn new languages such as Korean, Japanese, Spanish & maybe French?
8) be successful in Forever business.
9) do charity. help the needy & the poor.
10) reduce, reuse, recycle...do my part for Mother Nature.
11) provide a better life for my parents.
12) make this world a better place.
13) take a tour around my hometown before it changes with time.
14) quit all my bad habit & cultivate a good habit.
15) learn cycling..(surprisingly, i don't know how)
16) go hiking.
17) go picnic with my family.
18) go holiday with my friend.
19) discover a new hobby.
20) be financial freedom.
21) tell my parents i love them.
22) be friendly to a stranger.
23) go for confession.
24) take Fashion Design course in Raffles Design Institute.
25) protect animal's right & be good to my cat.
26) be a make-up artist.
27) read Bible!!!(i haven't read yet)
28) hangout with my friends more & start making new friend.
29) learn how to cook & bake.
30) be good to everyone around me.
31) learn how to swim again...(i forget how)lol..
32) get close with nature.
33) write a book..perhaps..
34) write a poem.
35) get myself LV, Burberry, Coach, Prada, Gucci bag & all those I've seen in magazine.
36) take slimming program & be healthy.
37) give 21 random people a compliment every week.
38) learn to cook dinner for my parents.
39) be fit & healthy.
40) learn all kind of dance.
41) start taking action & stop procrastinating.
42) change the world by voicing my opinion.
43) forgive & forget.
44) love myself more.
45) save more money.
46) read more books.
47) live my life to the fullest.
48) be good to dear and stop taking him for granted.
49) make a huge collage.
50) challenge myself & push myself to do better.
xoxo
cHRiSTiNE
- Location:..room..
- Mood:
good - Music:none..
Anyway, can't really sleep cuz a lot of thing is playing in my head. It's already 2:30a.m.
I've always had this bad habit of not fulfilling my promises after saying it. I say that I wanna get something done but back to normal after that.
I just hate myself sometimes.
That's a saying says that ' the farthest distance in this world is from your head to your foot.' Cuz even though your head says do it but your leg still didn't move.
I have made the first move but I did not continue the second move. So i was stuck there.
It's been 6 months now. I've always tell myself 'make a difference. you can do it. this is what you want. you got the best opportunity in the world.'
But i'm still there standing waiting for something to happen.
Maybe because I'm lost.
I don't know what to do.
I wanted to change my family's lifestyle but I did not take any action.
'A person is poor is not because he/she doesn't have money. A person is poor is because he/she doesn't have a dream.'
It's so true. People are chasing money
Anyway, where was i? been out of topic.
My leader ask me to ASK myself why do i choose Forever?
I did ask myself but I did not list it down in a paper and we human being are forgetful so that's one of the reason why I'm still the same until now.
She says that I must have see something in this career cuz i barely miss any meetings or trainings. Cuz for most people, if they didn't see any changes, they would stop attending. But i still keep attending meetings & trainings.
One thing is missing.
That is my Passion & Desire.
I didn't let it burn within me continuously. I just let it go away. Human being is such a mysterious creature.
But i know that God created every body part with a purpose. every body part is very unique with its own function.
He gave us a life but some just wasted it but some create a miracle & that's what make that person great.
There's an Angel & Demon inside within you.
The Angel tells you that 'you should do this. this is what you should be doing. you can do it!'
Then the Demon says 'come on, is that necessary? don't torture yourself. you're doing great now. you don't have to change anything. just go back to your old self.'
then at last, I let the Demon win for 6 months. sitting at home doing nothing.
Maybe because I did not remind myself frequently and did not set any goal.
I read 'Think & Grow Rich' but did not finish the whole book.
In the book says that write down your goal and imagine it as if you have possess it & read it loudly everyday to your subconscious mind to think that they're real.
You must Believe it even before it happen. Don't wait until it happen then only to believe it. That's already too late cuz it already happen.
The greatest enemy in this world is not anyone but Yourself.
Everything you do, you're the one decide it to happen.
No one make it happen.
Anything you think be it good or bad, it'll happen cuz you were constantly thinking about it.
So what makes me today it's all Because of ME.
It has nothing to do with anyone.
At first I thought it was because of other people but after thinking,it's all because of me.
I did not share with anyone about this great opportunity.
I did not share about the product.
I did not make any effort.
I'm scare of rejection.
Everything is Because of Me.
I really feel sorry for my bf cuz i take advantage on him. Me not being a good gf.
So there's no point blaming others.
I seriously need to Make some Change.
I must be Braver & take up the challenge.
2010 is gonna end soon. I'll be sorry & regret if I still didn't do anything.
Next month on 8th is my birthday but nothing special about it.
I wanna keep myself busy.
Keep myself busy & I promise myself I'll make my 21st birthday a special one.
A very Special One.
-No Limit-
Love,
Christine
- Location:Living room
- Mood:
confused - Music:none.
okayI bought this book in the year 2002 at Popular book fair. I see that it's not expensive & it has 2 novels in one book, so i bought it. The other novel is Keeping The Moon, her 3rd book.
I've read it before but I don't remember what's the story about after so long I keep it somewhere. So I decided to take it out & read it again.
It's about a girl, Halley who is a very shy person. She doesn't really have a friend because she's a very quiet person. But one day a girl, Scarlett have moved in opposite across her house and since they became best friend. Halley has always followed in the wake of her best friend, Scarlett. Scarlett is everything to Halley. Scarlett always make new friend fast cuz she's brave. But Halley was too quiet and she's not really good in friendship. But when Michael, Scarlett's boyfriend has been killed in a motorcycle accident, and she's carrying his baby, she's devastated. And this time she really needs Halley more than anything. Though their friendship may be tested by strain, it will endure.
I really love this book. I love story about friendship and love. It feels so warm and I totally understand Halley's feeling if I were her. Just like the cover said "Anyone who's had a best friend-or a first love-would understand."
this is the old cover of it(left) and new cover(right).
the one I bought is old cover. but I like both the old & new cover.
you guys should read it too if you haven't.
xoxo
cHRiSTiNE
- Location:room.
- Mood:
indifferent - Music:none.
Tuesday, 9th of September.
went out with Elyn. didn't see her for ages. she's back from NS. finally.
she sms-ed me on Sunday asking whether wanna hang out or not. so i thought, why not?
we always hang out in Prangin but suddenly she called me in the morning on Tuesday & asked me whether wanna go Gurney & watch movie. so again i thought, why not?
reached Gurney about 12:45p.m. went to GSC. was thinking what movie to watch.
and finally we decided to watch Money No Enough 2.
went to had our lunch first since we still have time. the movie start at 2:25 p.m.
wanted to had lunch in McD but we don't know what happened to McD and i think it's temporary 'close' because of the new wing. so we went to food court & had our lunch.
we ate Nasi Lemak. haven't ate Nasi Lemak for ages.
after we had our lunch, we went & walk around.
at 2p.m, we went up to GSC. Elyn can't wait to watch. LOL.
bought popcorn & drink before entering cinema.
the movie was nice. it's funny but the storyline is touching.
i cried at the part when their mum died. damn sad.
money really can't buy happiness. we should be happy with what we have now & stop complaining about what we don't have. never ever be greedy.
after the movie, we went back to Prangin.
went to Popular for a while to look at books.
Elyn bought some Hari Raya card for her friend. Hari Raya is coming.
bus come about 6 something & we're on our way going home.
photos:
Elyn & I at Gurney's toilet.
High School Musical 3. took picture of it cuz it's nice. LOL.
Madagascar 2: Escape Africa.
I like to move it, move it! You got to move it, move it!
xoxo
cHRiSTiNE
- Location:my cold room.
- Mood:
cold - Music:none.watching Youtube.
We're 51 this year. it has come a long way.
i love Malaysia because of the multi-culture, the delicious food, the people here are friendly, the beautiful places here and most important is that we live peacefully together as one big family. and i love all my awesome friends!!! there's no other word to describe them.
well, i still think we have a lot of things to improve.
oh, you know political thingy. i do care about what's going on in our country and i really hope for the best for Malaysia.
i just hope that the politician will stop all the drama and focus on more important stuff like improving our country & etc.
and i can't imagine myself living at other places than Malaysia.
I LOVE PENANG!! My hometown!!!
i'm proud to be a Penangite. i just love it here.
Happy 51st Anniversary, Malaysia!!
P/S: my cat's gonna give birth soon. can't wait. LOL.
P/P/S: new born kitten!!! my cat give birth at 3:56 a.m. but i don't know whether it's a boy or a girl. can't tell now. but i think it's a boy. and it's fully white!!! yes!!finally!! ohh, i'm so happy. Merdeka baby!!
xoxo
cHRiSTiNE
- Location:my home.
- Mood:
happy - Music:none.
happy birthday, Elyn!!
i had a lot of fun yesterday!!
first time singing karaoke at Redbox and i can really hear my voice clearly. lol.
it's not really a party. it was more like a gathering.
she invited 2 of her close friend and her sister and we just had fun.
the day didn't start off well at first.
they were in a rush & i was in a rush too.
she make a booking at 4 pm but we arrive late and if we're late the booking will be cancel. stupid.
but one of her friend were already there in gurney so she went to the counter and book again. and we got it finally for 5pm.
and the 2 sisters were fighting before we leave her house. sigh.
eventhough i'm used to it but i just hate when they quarrel.
reach gurney about 4:30pm.
and since her friend already booked for 5pm, we went shopping first.
we went to SaSa cuz Serene wanted to buy mascara.
first time entering SaSa and the shop are cute!!
a lot of first time. lol.
and after Serene are done shopping we went to Redbox.
Serene really loves to sing.
she sang the most until no voice. lol.
she sang Jay Chou's, JJ Lin's, Cyndi Wang's and a duet song with Elyn and lots more.
I sang Cyndi Wang's, Jolin's, Jojo's, Hilary Duff's song.
Elyn, Serene & I sang S.H.E's song too.
we were singing like mad while Elyn's friends sit there and watch us sing. lol.
and me too yesterday sing until my voice gone cuz i sing non-stop. haha.
lesson learnt-don't sing non-stop cuz our voice need rest too.
but it was really fun.
we leave at 8 pm. went to Bread History and bought something to eat cuz we were hungry.
we wait for Serene's boyfriend to come and fetch us.
before going home, bought a slice of cake for Elyn at Secret Recipe.
Serene's boyfriend came at 9:45pm and we leave.
photos.[taken by Serene]
singing with the birthday girl!! mwahahaha. just look at our face. i forgot what song we were singing.
i think it's Vanessa Caltron's A thousand miles. love that song.
i had a stomach ache while singing? nah..i'm too focusing on the screen while i'm singing..lol.
Serene & I. Sista for life!!!
Me at SaSa.
xoxo
cHRiSTiNE
- Location:room.
- Mood: good
- Music:none.
sigh. kinda disappointed.
i really hope that we at least win one medal, please? por favor.
but never mind, it's only the third day of Olympic, who knows we might win medal, eh?
i really hope we win something. sigh.
i Know Malaysia Can Do IT!!!
MALAYSIA BOLEH!!!
God bless.
cHRiSTiNE
- Location:room.
- Mood: good
- Music:watching Youtube.
The 2008 Olympic Games in Beijing!!!
well, i'm not really that excited but i'm sure the people who took part in the Olympic game are.
they can't wait to win all those medals and to prove that Malaysia can do it!!!
all the best to those who took part in the Olympic games.
i just love the number 8.
in Chinese culture 8 means prosperity, luck, money & etc.
but the reason i love the number 8 is because i was born on Nov 8th. lol.
oh and i love watching 8tv too. lol.
i love everything that has to do with 8.
i came across an article in The Star about the 'characteristics of an '8' person'.
it's really interesting but i don't agree on some of the point.
well, it really depends on everyone.
there's one point saying that 'men & women born on this date will be materialistic, love power & authority'.
well, i don't think that i'm materialistic, love power & authority. am i? i have to ask my friend.
cuz i really don't know. hmm.
and again all the best to Malaysia!!! Malaysia Boleh!!!
God bless.
cHRiSTiNE
- Location:my room.
- Mood: happy
- Music:hehehahahoho.
seriously..it rocks.
thanks to 8tv for airing it.
eventhough it's on the 2nd of August.
i'm so glad i was watching tv at that time..hehehe..
it's host by Jared Leto from 30 seconds to Mars & Hong Kong actress/singer Karen Mok.
Jared Leto is HOT..hahaha..
a lot of celebrity was there such as Pussycat dolls, The Click Five, One Republic, Leona Lewis, Nicholas Teo, Show Lo, Stephanie Sun & many many more.
from local to international.
it was awesome.
i don't remember what award did Nicholas Teo won.
but i can't forget what he did when he arrive at the red carpet.
when he saw 8tv he straight went to Rina & said "hi, 8tv". so cute.
and i forget that he worked for 8tv before. hmm..
and it's the forth time that The Click Five came to Malaysia. wow.
opening by Jabbawokkie(sorry,not sure of the spelling) & Pussycat dolls.
awesome. Pussycat dolls are HOT as usual.
Show Lo won the best artist in Taiwan.
so proud of him. wish Jolin was there.
eventhough Show's english is not that good but at least he tried to speak.
can't really remember all.
but i'm sure those who went enjoyed that night.
P.S. can't wait for 8tv Summer Live Concert. Jolin, Show & Rainie Yang will be performing. yay. i'll make sure i stuck on my couch & stay tune at 8tv at 8:30p.m sharp on the 23rd of August. can't wait!!!
God bless.
cHRiSTiNE
- Location:bilik aku.
- Mood: good
- Music:none.watching Youtube.
